A spark in the sun...

I chose my first article to be in english...I don't know why...maybe because I have more inspiration when I'm writting in english...anyway...
About six months ago a random meeting changed my whole life as I knew it...it was an absolute darkness and in it I saw a light for the first time...a fire...I adored it...I didn't want it to die...so I made it bigger and bigger...the fire eventually became a sun...a sun that would light the absolute darkness...the sun became stronger...Now the closer I am the more I get burned...the more I get burned though the more I try to get closer...why?What's the profit out all of this?Time passed by quickly...I nearly became ashes...no more power to stay close to the sun but I need some light in the absolute darkness...A spark!Next to the sun a spark of hope appeared!How did I notice it?!It isn't bright at all...Should I try turning it into a fire or let it die?It could be the light that will light the darkness without burning me...I still insist on going towards the sun with all the strength remaining...untill I have none left...and then the sun will die...and the spark will be gone...I shall be in utter darkness once again....
G.V.
And here's my song of the day...Enjoy...